Letting Go, Letting Come

As Easter approaches I am reminded of a story of a young girl who received sunflower seeds to plant in her backyard.  Her parents advised her as to when it was the right time to plant the seeds in the ground, and she happily did so, burying them several inches into the soil.  Her parents also explained to her that it would take seven to ten days before the new plants would sprout. Each day the girl watered the plants as she had been instructed to do. Then, when no one was looking, she would get out her small shovel out and dig up each seed, lifting it out of the ground to see if it was, in fact, sprouting.  Several weeks passed and the parents wondered why none of the sunflower seeds were sprouting.  The girl, overhearing her parents, reported that she had wondered the same, and went on to say that this was why she had been digging them up every day, to inspect them for signs of growth.  So the mystery for the parents was solved, and the daughter learned an important lesson. It takes great patience to wait for new life to sprout, and any attempts to rush the process may in fact prevent it from happening altogether.

Easter is, of course, the ultimate story of new life.  The celebration of Easter is  the celebration of Jesus' resurrection and the belief that God continues to sprout new life in our midst.  In our Living Compass Lenten booklet this year the meditations focussed on the practice of letting go.  In line with the lesson learned by the girl who was learning to grow sunflower plants, we are reminded that the sprouting of new life requires us to be patient, and that we are wise to learn to practice both letting go and letting come.

New life takes time to form and sprout.  We can not rush the process by trying impatiently to force change or growth to happen. Growth happens at it's own rate. The caterpillar will emerge as a butterfly in its own time frame, not ours.  The adolescent will become an adult in his or her own time frame, not ours.  The pain of grief will gradually subside and a new normal will emerge, but only in it's own time.  The time it takes to grow wise in one's later years cannot be forced either, it can only be accomplished over a long period of time and then embraced.

Resurrection, and all new life, is a gift that happens around us everyday. In order to fully receive this gift of new life, we need to simply, but not easily, wait patiently for life to sprout, in its own way, and in its own time-keeping our eyes open for the miracles of new life that are happening around us all the time.

Happy Easter to who all celebrate this day, from all of us at Living Compass.

Entrances Are Important

Entrances are important.  This is why hotels, restaurants, businesses, houses of worship, and other public gathering places give special attention to creating entrances that are warm, comfortable, and inviting.  We tend to do the same when it comes to our private living spaces as well.  We know, intuitively, that an entrance often sets the tone for the rest of the visit. It will impact the entire experience that a person is going to have.  Entrances really are that important.This Sunday, Christians around the world will celebrate and remember an importance entrance.  Palm Sunday celebrates Jesus' last entrance into Jerusalem, riding on a donkey, surrounded by people waving palm branches and shouting, “Hosanna.”  His entrance is remarkable for its humility.   If a Roman official of equal notoriety at that time  had been making an entrance into Jerusalem, that official would  most likely have arrived  in a chariot pulled by majestic stallions, surrounded by hundreds of armed guards marching in perfect formation.  Jesus' very different entrance set the tone for what was to follow.  He came in humility, without arms or armor, open to facing the truth of what was happening with authenticity, and transparency.

You and I have the chance to practice our own entrances on a regular basis.  The kind of entrances we  make on a daily basis are seldom public or dramatic, but they are of great importance, none the less.  How we enter or begin our conversations with our friends, spouses, children, other family members, and with our colleagues sets the tone for what will follow in those conversations.  With the holidays of Passover and Easter coming, families will reconnect and reenter each others lives.  How we enter into those gatherings will set the tone for all that follows there.  How we choose to enter a new stage of life or any important transition in our life will also have a great effect on how we experience that change. Another way in which we get to make choices around entrances, is when we have the chance to welcome people into our lives, either for the first time, or at a time of reconnecting.  Either way we have the opportunity to make that new entrance, that new connection warm, comfortable, and inviting or not.  Reaching out to welcome a person into the neighborhood, at work, or in a group that you are already a part of can make a powerful difference in that person's life.  Who among us doesn't remember gratefully someone welcoming us into a new group when were still a stranger?

Making or providing a gracious entrance is, of course, most challenging if there has been past tension or conflict between ourselves and the person with whom we are reconnecting.  If we are not being careful and mindful, our entrances at times like this can be guarded at best, and openly tense or critical at worst.  We can learn from Jesus' final entrance into Jerusalem though. He would have had every right to bring arms and armor, but chose not to.  Like him, when we enter or reenter difficult relationships or situations, we can choose to do so with grace, authenticity, and transparency.  How we choose to enter all relationships and conversations will make all the difference regarding what follows.

Serenity, Courage, Wisdom

     Some of the readers of this column are using our Lenten booklet, "Letting Go with All Your Heart, Soul, Strength, and Mind" and so already know that the theme for this week's readings is letting go of perfectionism.  Perfectionism can take many forms, including a persistent desire to fix others.

While the desire to fix others might be well intended, it is often experienced by the person supposedly in need of fixing as if the fixer is  "inflicting help."  The person trying to fix another may come across as  "holier than thou," or in it's most extreme form, that the helper is trying to play the role of God.

A wonderful antidote to any tendencies toward perfectionism is the well known prayer called the Serenity Prayer, a prayer many have turned to over the years.  I recently became aware of a modern day adaptation of this famous prayer, written by a Jesuit priest by the name of James Martin.   James Martin, is an author and speaker, who became a regular on the Steven Colbert show when that show aired on Comedy Central, does a wonderful job of connecting spirituality with our everyday lives.

Here is the text of this modern day version of the Serenity Prayer.  It's a good prayer for each of us to pray everyday, especially when we need help resisting the desire to play God by trying to fix others.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, which is pretty much everyone, since I'm clearly not you, God. At least not the last time I checked.

And while you're at it, God, please give me the courage to change what I need to change about myself, which is frankly a lot, since, once again, I'm not you, which means I'm not perfect. It's better for me to focus on changing myself than to worry about changing other people, who, as you'll no doubt remember me saying, I can't change anyway.

Finally, give me the wisdom to just shut up whenever I think that I'm clearly smarter than everyone else in the room, that no one knows what they're talking about except me, or that I alone have all the answers. Basically, God, grant me the wisdom to remember that I'm not you. Amen

James Martin, S.J.

This Life is Pretty Amazing

 This Life is Pretty Amazing

     I don't think I am alone in that I sometimes get tied up in knots taking myself and the challenges I face too seriously. Not that life isn't serious some times, it's just that taking myself too seriously is rarely helpful-for me or for others.   So as a recess from taking myself too seriously, and in honor of a certain author's birthday this week, I am delighted to share a few of my favorite quotes from Theodore Geisel, better known, of course, as Dr. Seuss.

     Dr. Seuss, born March 2, 1904, is perhaps best known for his ability to say profound things with just the right dose of humor. He is known for sharing wisdom in such a way that both children and adults can easily understand the message.

     So here are few of my favorite Dr. Seuss quotes, ones that I think offer the perfect combination of humor and wisdom. If your favorite quote of his is not on this list, I would love to know what it is!

"Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you."

"You're on your own. And you know what you know. And you're the one who'll decide where to go."

"You have brains in your head; you have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose."

"A person's a person, no matter how small."

"The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go."

"With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet, you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street."

"You're in pretty good shape for the shape you are in."

"From there to here, and here to there, funny things are everywhere."

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."

"I like nonsense; it wakes up the brain cells."

"You're never too old, too wacky, too wild, to pick up a book and read to a child."

"Step with care and great tact, and remember that Life's a Great Balancing Act."

"It is better to know how to learn than to know."

"Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory."

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."

"Because when you stop and look around, this life is pretty amazing!"

Let Go, or Be Dragged

Last week I wrote about both the challenges and the importance of learning to "let go." This week I heard an expression related to letting go that I had never heard before, one I think I will remember for a long time. The expression is, "Let go, or be dragged."

   When I heard this I immediately had a flashback to the first time I went downhill skiing. I was ten years old and I, of course, started on a small hill, needing to take a rope tow to get to the top. I had no problem grabbing on to the rope and enjoyed being pulled up the hill. When I got to the top though, I panicked and clutched ever more fiercely to the rope, even though the signs clearly said it was time to let go. Finally, I crashed though a safety gate and my skis and poles went flying in opposite directions as I tumbled to the frozen ground. That was my first, and probably most obvious, lesson in the wisdom captured in the phrase "Let go, or be dragged."

     The expression, "Let go, or be dragged" is simple, powerful, and direct. It doesn't tell people that they must let go. It simply tells them what the natural consequence will be if they choose not to do so.

     Consider a relationship that is not working for you. Perhaps you have been giving and giving in this relationship, in order to try and get the person to appreciate you, but nothing you do seems to work. It seems that the more you give, the less you get. At some point, it may become clear that it is time to let this relationship go. At this time you may realize that if you don't, you will most likely be dragged down by your fruitless efforts at being the only one trying to improve the relationship, a difficult but helpful awareness.

     Perhaps you are experiencing the truth of "let go or be dragged" in a situation where you are trying to help someone make a change. Perhaps you are working hard to get a person with an addiction or some other self-destructive behavior to stop doing what they are doing. This can be a problem if you find yourself working harder than they are in the attempt to create a healthier life. They may experience you as "inflicting help" and resent your efforts to change them. At some point you may come to the difficult realization that it is time to "let go or be dragged."

     Perfectionists are people who have excessively high standards for themselves and others. Over time, they can wear themselves out, and others, too. While having goals and high standards can be motivating, perfectionism ultimately becomes disabling because it sets standards that are impossible to meet. If a perfectionist at some point does not learn to "let go" they will drag themselves down and others with them.

   You no doubt have your own examples to add to this list. Just as I did with the rope tow on my first attempt at downhill skiing, most of us probably had an unfortunate experience of holding on to something longer than we should have done so. Many of us have over the years seen others and/or have experienced for ourselves circumstances where we have learned this truth the hard way. Yet those experiences are a great reminder to us now to be aware of those situations in our lives where we may currently be vulnerable to holding on for too long. Just remember, don't hold on to that tow rope too long!